Officially Stefny

first off – i got sound technician in one act… i was so pissed off… it’s not fair that mrs. matus runs the auditions because nikki’s all up her ass and got one of the freaking 6 PARTS… that’s bullshit… there’s only 3 girl parts, and there are 3 main guys, plus some cameo characters that are guys…

i want a lover i don’t have to love.
i want a boy who’s so drunk he doesn’t talk.

i had to go to the doctor today for what i thought was my reflux, but he said it sounded more like pill-esophogitis… we took the perscription to the place there in the clinic but they didn’t have any so they had to order it…

love’s an excuse to get hurt. and to hurt.
do you like to hurt? i do. i do.
then hurt me.

is it bad to be enamoured with a boy that slapped your ass? lol. i saw him at walmart today… my mom didn’t think he was cute and mandi thinks she’s crazy. lol. hell i do too. and i felt like i could cough up a lung, i felt like hell, i had my glasses on and my hair in like a messy bun thing… i felt like one of those geeky librarians that take off their glasses and then take down their hair and shake it all around and then get really hott… only i didn’t get to do that. lol.

you write such pretty words.
but life’s no story book.

i put

“lover i don’t

have to love”

by bright eyes

on my background now… i love this song. i just got recently attached to it.

where’s the kid with the chemicals?
i thought he said to meet him here but i’m not sure.

i went to troy yesterday and i didn’t give a shit if i saw david or not.

bad actors with bad habits.
some sad singers, they just play tragic.

this hott ass guy from lago said he appreciates his academy fan club and said i should be the president. =] schweet.

you didn’t care to know
who else may have been you before.

stassney is grounded for 2 months so she’s writing me a letter… she’s going to write me one every day! and i’m going to reply to her every day! it’s going to be such fun… it will be like that book… i forget the name of it… but it’s where these 2 best friends write each other letters almost every day… one of my favourite long quotes is from it. lol. OOOOH. Snail Mail No More. actually, i think that’s the sequel… but screw it.

^for amber to whore me with. ❤