Officially Stefny

What do you do when you discover that you’re in love with your best friend?

Anyone who knows me knows that Klay & I have been best friends since kindergarten… he’s like my twin brother (because he’s a little less than a month younger than me) and we’ve hung out out entire lives. I’ve always thought one day I would marry him, lol, but I never wanted to admit that I loved him until last night. Sunday, I discovered that he’s going with Erica… a girl I’m not too fond of, and who’s best friend is my arch enemy. I have her in 2 of my classes, and one of my classes with Klay. She makes me sick. So… anyways, I found out that I was jealous… my mom told me she thought I was jealous because even though I didn’t want him, I didn’t want her to… then I realized that I DO want him, despite all this stuff with Cody going on (which most of you won’t know about either)… and Sunday when I found this out, Erica told me to sit by her at church, and then she ignored me and talked to Jenna the whole time… I think she just wanted me to hear that. I was already sick with horrible headaches and dizziness, and when I heard that, I couldn’t bear it. It made me hurt so bad I started crying and my mom drove me home. So since then, I’ve been extremely jealous and feeling sort of an acute hatred towards Erica… and a weird feeling towards Klay… because I know that I like him, but I don’t want to tell him and ruin out friendship, when has been really good lately…